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Story Session 2 Dis 2014 | 0 Diamond[s] Assalamualaikum . *tiup habuk *bersihkan sesawang labah-labahEm . Actually , I have no story to share about . Tapi petang tadi Farah terjumpa satu cerita ... To be honest , it's a love story . For those yang rasa tak berminat nak tahu , better tak payah baca post Farah ni kot . Farah jumpa dekat Google . Cerita ni dibuat oleh seorang perempuan . Nama dia takbagi tahu pulak . For sure , it's an English Love Story . Dia ada share banyak cerita but for Farah Ini yang agak sweet , sedih hm camtu lah . STORY BEGIN This story is about a girl who felt IGNORED I have a boyfriend who grew up with me . His name is Jin . I always thought of him as a friend until last year I found out that that I fell in love with him . Before the trip was over , I took a step and confessed my love for him .And soon , we became a pair of lovers but we love each other in different ways . I always concentrated on him , but by his side there was so many girls . To me , he was the only one but to him maybe I was just another girl . "Jin , do you want to watch a movie ?" . I asked . "I can't" . "Why ? Are you going to study at home ?" . I felt dissapointed . "No . I am going to meet my friend ." That is Jin . He met girls in front of me , like it was nothing . To him , I was just a girlfriend . The word 'love' only come out of my mouth . Since I knew him , he never say 'I love you' to me . To us , there weren't any anniversaries at all . He didn't say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days ... 200 days ... Everyday , before we say goodbye , he would just hand me a doll . Everyday , without fail . I dont know why ? "Um .. Jin , I ..." "What ? Dont drag , just say ." "I love you" ".....you....ummm..., just take this doll and go home" That was how he ignored my three words . And handed me the doll . Then , he dissapeared , like he was running away .The dolls I received everyday filled my room , one by one . Then one day came , my birthday . When I got up in the morning , I pictured a party with him and stranded myself in my room waiting for his call . But there was nothing . He still didn't call . It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore .2 am , he called me and told me to come out . I felt joy and ran out happily . "Jin..." "Here , take this ..." . The doll again . "What's this" "I didnt give it to you yesterday so I am giving it to you now. Im going now . bye ." "Wait! Dont you know what today is?" "Today ? Huh " I felt so sad . I thought he would remember my birthday . He turned around and walked away like nothing happen . Then , I shouted ... "Wait !" "You have something to say ?" "Tell me that you love me ." "I dont want to say that I love someone so easily . If you are desperate to hear it , then find someone else . That was he said . He didnt want to say easily ? How could he ? Maybe he is not the right guy for me . After that day , I stranded myself at home crying and crying . He didnt call me although Im waiting . He just continued handing me a little doll everyday . After a month , I got myself together .But what made the pain resurface was that ... I saw him on street ... with another girl .. He had a smile on his face , one that he never showed me ... as he touched the doll I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room and tears fell ... In a fit of anger , I threw the dolls around . Then suddenly , the phone rang . It was him . He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house . I tried to calm myself and walked there .Then , he came into my sight , holding a big doll . "Jo , I thought you were pissed , you really came?" I could not help hating him , acting like nothing and joking around . Soon , he held out the doll as usual . "I dont need it." "What ? Why ?" Then , I grabbed the doll and threw it on the road . "I dont need this doll . I dont need it ! I dont want to see a person like you again ! I spit out all the words but unlike other days , his eyes were very shaky "Im sorry ." He apologized in a tiny voice . He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll . "You stupid ! Why are you picking up the doll ? Just throw it away ." He ignored me and just went to pick the doll . Then ........... ~Honk ~Honk A big truck was heading towards him . "Jin , move ! Move away !" I shouted . But he didnt hear me , he squatted down and picked up the doll . "Boom!" That sound so terrifying . Thats how he went from me . After that day , I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and sadness of losing him . and after 2 months like a crazy person... I took out the dolls . I counted all the dolls . And it all ended with 485 dolls . I then started to cry again , with a doll in my arms . I hugged it tightly . Then , suddenly .... "I love you ! I love you !" I dropped the dolls , shocked . "I ...lo...ve... you ?" I picked up the dolls and pressed it stomach. "I love you ! I love you !" It cant be ! I pressed all the dolls . The three words come out non stop . Why didnt I realize it ? That his heart always by my side , protecting me . Why didnt I realize that he love me this much . I took the last doll , the one that fell on the road . The voice come out , the one that I was missing so much . "Jo , do you know what today is ? We've been loving each other for 486 days . Do you know what 486 is ? I couldnt say I love you since I was too shy . If you forgive me , take this doll . I will say that I love you everyday till I die . Joe , I love you ." The tears come flowing out of me . Why ? Why do I only know about this now ? He cant be by my side .But he loved me until his last minute . For that reason , to me it became courage to live a beautiful life . THE END |
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